Post by Fiona Gallagher on Jun 10, 2010 15:25:16 GMT -6
Though it's hard, I like to make friends. I'm loyal to a fault--I'll stick up for someone until I'm blue in the face. I'm not a very popular girl. Actually, I'm usually fairly surprised when someone knows my name. In class I'm the obnoxious know-it-all. I like having the right answers, I like getting good grades, but I also like maintaining a social life. I'm not a bedroom-hermit who never gets out for coffee. I'm looking for people who can show me a good time without having a good, good time. Someone who can stand by me and support me in whatever it is I like or want to do. I'm a theater fanatic, so people will have to put up with my acting endeavors, however far-fetched they may be at times. I enjoy caring for the people around me, so you won't have to worry about getting stabbed in the back. Not with me.
I'm a goody two shoes. I'm not naive, but I'm inexperienced. Before high school I was even afraid to wear tampons. Now that I've been exposed to all different walks of life, my curiosity has been sparked. I've never had a boyfriend before--sad, I know. Most people see me as a turn-off because of my single-focused scholarly view. I've always wondered what it'd be like to care for someone affectionately, and I'm sure I'd like it if the boys in high school weren't mindless assholes with the God complex. If you can't tell already, I've never...done anything. But I've been desperately wanted to venture into that realm lately. People have been telling me how my sex drive is shockingly underdeveloped, so I need to prove them and myself wrong. I'm not sure how my relationship sense will be--I can't see myself as a love-them-and-leave-them type (mostly because I'd spiral into an emotional downfall), so I'm looking for someone who will either ease me into it or plunge me right into the water without a raft.
Well, who hasn't gotten some over the years, y'know? I know I annoy people. In fact, sometimes I make a point to, if they irritate me first. Watch out--I have a mean death glare that could rend holes in your soul. But seriously. I'm generally a nice person, I like to see the good in everbody. Though I will admit I can be ignorant to those who blow off school, especially if we're assigned a project together. I'm very serious about any kind of work, so don't slack off. I try not to make enemies, but I know shit happens. It's usually the popular kids who hate me, mostly because I'm a girly busybody. I can appear to be overconfident but on the inside I can be falling apart. If I do happen to make some enemies, I'll generally ignore them as best I can. But don't let that fool you--confrontations can and will be dealt with and I have no problem initiating them. They will seldom, if ever, get violent (mostly 'cause I'm a flimsy person who can't throw a punch), but my words can throw knives.